Smile...

Why...

i) does it bother me when my phone is not beeping with incoming text messages like it used to anymore;

ii) does it bother me when I don't hear from you nor notice any recent updates from you;

iii) does the image of you keep playing in my mind at all times and in whatever I do;

iv) is it that everytime I logged on, I'm hoping that you'll be online although knowing that we're not in talking terms;

v) is your profile page the first page I visit everytime I come online.

This is madness, I need you to get the F*** out of my head. It's affecting me really bad, that's just because I miss you badly and I still do care.

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Although I'm no big fan of MJ but I think he's really brilliant, being such an influential figure, famous for his music and moves. Anyway this was his favourite song, and I happen to like it as well which I think is really really really really meaningful especially during the times when you think that the whole world is against you or when you're going through a phase of heartache.

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile with your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

that's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

"A day without a laugh is a wasted day." - Charles Chaplin