Well "Dan"-Dan

Ok this post was suppose to be posted last week but somehow I was too caught up with other things to do. Priority first!

Oh as you all know (or not), I have been tutoring English for quite a while now under the peer tutor programme in my college. Dandan, my "student" from China, made me so proud when she showed me a piece of paper of her lecturer's comment on her presentation. Quite bangga lar, now knowing that my tutoring, tips and whatever crap which I had impart to her somehow or rather did improve her English a little. Nevertheless she was a really hardworking student and it paid off. I even took a picture of the paper *ishh don't blame me lar - I'm just too happy ok* . Here it is...

*click on picture to enlarge*

If you still can't see what it says, it runs like this "Guo Dan Dan kept up a good flow of language and was not referring to notes. You had some movement and gestures and your presentation was quite lively. There was some good connecting language eg. 'let us move on to the next slide'. You seemed to know your facts and had a good conclusion. The slides support the content."

Yay to her and to me!~

I had made it clear from the beginning that she should not only concentrate on her final paper but also on her coursework as her coursework carries 50%, huge weightage there. She did listen to me! Such a good girl. You make me proud. I sayang you.

I had also bought her a book to serve as a motivation and I told her that everytime she reads it, make sure she understands it and to read it out loud as this would improve her pronunciation. I bought her this - and she seems to like it.

Good book eh? She said it was a meaningful book which also means she understands what she's reading. And guess what, she even went the extra mile of writing down every single word which she didn't understand and to find the meaning of it. Lagi lar I sayang her!.

Anyway, glad to have you as my "student" Dandan and I know you'll do well in ENL207. Am so proud of you, and once again, "Well Dan" Dan.

Smile...

Why...

i) does it bother me when my phone is not beeping with incoming text messages like it used to anymore;

ii) does it bother me when I don't hear from you nor notice any recent updates from you;

iii) does the image of you keep playing in my mind at all times and in whatever I do;

iv) is it that everytime I logged on, I'm hoping that you'll be online although knowing that we're not in talking terms;

v) is your profile page the first page I visit everytime I come online.

This is madness, I need you to get the F*** out of my head. It's affecting me really bad, that's just because I miss you badly and I still do care.

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Although I'm no big fan of MJ but I think he's really brilliant, being such an influential figure, famous for his music and moves. Anyway this was his favourite song, and I happen to like it as well which I think is really really really really meaningful especially during the times when you think that the whole world is against you or when you're going through a phase of heartache.

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile with your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

that's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

"A day without a laugh is a wasted day." - Charles Chaplin

What The F-U-C-K

Ok, seriously it's not funny at all. Don't even think of laughing. So mom folded my clothes and left it on the bed while I was sleeping and when I woke up I notice something different.

My TEAM JERSEY!!!!!!!!! What the FUCK man, what the fuck! Whatever bronze colour you see on the jersey, yeah!!!, those are not the original colour! The original colour was black ok, BLACK! And that yellow colour, it was dark gold, very nice dark gold but thanks to her hardcore washing - mutation of colour! It happened so many times already, not only on my clothes but on my sister's clothes as well which cost a lot!

Heartache? Hell yea, big time. I just don't like when the things I really really really sayang is ruined this way; what more my one and only team jersey! Like what was she thinking. She's the Master of Washing Clothes and she should know better that bleach discolour's everything!

Her excuse? - "I tried putting bleach on it last week but it turned out fine, probably too "kao" usage of bleach this time" (*clap clap clap* great job mommy, well done, very well done). My God, I really felt like crying when she said that. I couldn't say anything so I just threw the jersey and yelled "shit, fuck", which was somewhat too audible for everyone to hear. Good job Oliver, good job (best way to let it out right in front of your parents). Look, it's not that I don't appreciate her at all, I do, really, but her washing is just too hardcore, too harsh for my innocent helpless clothes. Have some mercy on my clothes please :'( . When she brush, it feels like the material is about to rip. Arrgghhh! Fine ok, enough of my rant! I just need to get it out, will find a way to repair it tomorrow. And ohh my dear readers, please let me know how to turn my jersey back to the way it was. Give me ideas and suggestions. Thank you.

*Nevertheless, I still love my mommy although I'm pissed like shit at her now.*

Bye bye!

Novelty

This word, this particular word has been repeating over and over again - all the time, wherever I am. Especially in class, Strategic Management lecturer talks about novelty, International Marketing lecturer includes novelty in one of her lecture, so does Industrial Relation lecturer. Her blog, this girl's blog touches on novelty all the time, so does her notes which she posted on Facebook, she wants to live in novelty or so it seems. Adik sometimes mentions that "novelty" word in her conversation with others especially when discussing on case study.

Tell me that it's not a sign or anything like that because thing is, I definitely do not need this "novelty" in my life. I'm happy with it, as it is, for now. They say I've change, not true I say. They say I'm different nowadays -more quiet, not true I say. Still the same ok, sheeshh!

Though I must say that getting over someone is harder than I thought, and that's when "novelty" has to come into play. Otherwise, fuck my life, or fuck yours because you're gonna be pondering and hovering at it all the time. Novelty? Nope, not for me, not yet. Can't let go.

To The Island and Back!

Hello Blog-gy, heh.

Well just wanted to tell you that over the weekend me and the whole bunch of ICSJ exco (excluding Dan) took a short trip to Penang Island together with the excos from Inti UC just to rekindle and to do a little of bonding session again since the recent Conference didn't quite allow us to do so due to time constraint. The whole gang definitely did had fun especially the "brotherhood" gang. Mr. Amir was suppose to go, but he's always having loads of excuses (next time round, no more excuses!). So here are the pictures, there's not much to say but I really enjoyed the trip. Oh by the way, the pictures are all taken from the unofficial photographer name Fu Kun back in Penang. Great shots, especially during paintball.

First stop, dim sum for breakfast.

After breakkie, we went touring around IICP. Not bad, not bad, but its just that ICSJ is more vibrant because of the colourful building, you know - kindergarten style. Theirs is more to the professional kinda building - "admission to serious students only", basically it looks more like a government office la. After that, we were at errr, a mall, (I forgot what's it called) just to kill time because we could only check in at 2 p.m. Yada, yada-doooooooo, next stop, lunch.

Their famous asam laksa & char kuey teow.

*seriously I don't know how the prawns can be so damn big, its like as though it kena suntikan hormon*
*cheap and awesome*

Ok, so this was in a small coffee shop, and when I say small, I literally mean small as in narrow and it's filled with loads of people. Seriously, this must be the best place to eat char kuey teow & asam laksa. Nevertheless, grandma still makes it better. :D. What's this place called you ask? Hahaha, I'm not sure lar. I forgot. After being in such a stuffy area, we went to this errr lorong lar to have coconut to drink to cool down. Damn, it really helps a lot!

*Woops, sorry both taken by two ICSJ Exco*

Headed to Gurney Drive after that, shopping mall again. Oh and errr, if I'm not mistaken, I think Topman stuff in Penang is cheaper compared to KL, at least that's what Joshan and I thought. The "brotherhood" gang and the two girls, Charmaine and Grace got quite tired and decided to abandon the plan planned for us and headed back to the hotel instead, tapau-ing dinner so we could catch the match between the champions and the loser - Man Utd vs Arsenal. And basically thats the whole highlight on the first day. Hahaha, no clubbing or anything after that. We're good people. *shhh, to those who knew what happen that night, don't bring up the whole thing about me puking like a dog!*

The second day started off with paintball, which I have never ever tried before. And its fuckingly cheap as compared to Subang area la. Good shit. Got loads of picture of this.

*Little green bitchy stingers!*

*champions, ICSJ beat UC, flat with zero fatality on our side*

*So if you're wondering who consists of the "brotherhood" - its me, Joshan, Frederick and Peoy Gee*
*check us out in action*

Went back to clean up, pack everything and check out at around 1. Went for lunch at a food court, the ice kacang was awesome, so is the curry mee. What the hell, for RM 3.50 you get such a big bowl unlike the pathetic ones that you get in Subang. Pffttt!~ Rip off. And after lunch, IICP-ians excos brought us to a biscuit shop, errr tau sahhh biscuit. Haha. Sorry la, seriously don't know how to pronounce.

*errr, I don't want to say anything lar, you be the judge yourself. aheeemmm*

Next stop - Kek Lok Si Temple. Not many pictures though, we had to leave early for dinner so we could leave for Subang by 9.

Got onto the ferry, and ciao for dinner. That's the end of the trip.


Till we meet again. I hate leaving these great people behind. Excellent hospitality, kudos to Boon Seng and Team. Love each and everyone of them, its just too bad Mr. Amir had to miss all this. Better luck next time. Gonna miss each and every of them, especially you girl. I Miss YOU a lot, and you know who you are :).

Adios.

*Smiles*

Yay! She's back. Yay! *skips around*

*I've missed you so so so so so so so so so much. to the power of xxxxxxxxxxxx :(*

Pemalas, But Liking It :D

Ok so here's a few reasons why I didn't update my blog.

• Exam Week. Done and over with, which I obviously didn't do very well in all my papers.............because saya sangat malas last semester.

(Whooo Hoo, zoom in to look at my little notes on the case study)

• INTIMA Conference. Every Excos in the Student Council body from all over Malaysia under the Inti Group came down for a conference and was very very VERY busy entertaining them since we were the organisers thus not having the time to come online and when I do, saya malas jugak!

• Work Work. Was working under Mr. Amir in the Student Services Department, had a "lot" of work, or so it seems. Hehe. Jangan marah Mr.Amir. Gaji mana? And when I had the time to blog, was too sleepy or partially malas as well.

• The little monster from Singapore came down. Miss Princess (Little Monster) needs all the attention in the world from everyone in the family. No time to blog and malas.

*Here's the Little Monster and attention seeker, Little Miss Princess*













• And before you knew it, new semester has just began. S**t. It isn't even considered as a holiday or break

Bottomline is - am just too lazy to blog. Besides there's not many readers so it makes no difference whether I update or not. Heh. And oh ya, sing along with me.......................

Glory, Glory Man Utd (3 times)
And the Reds go marching on on on!

- In Manchester United, We Trust -

* See you in Rome! *

So she's not around for a week and I miss her badly. Yea eventhough we don't talk to each other that often anymore but still, don't like her being far thats all.

(I've got a feeling that I'm gonna abandon this blog again). Till then. Bye bye :D

The Time Has Come...

To start Nerding!! Benci!

(Yes I know, I've been told that I look like Nobita from Doraemon cartoon)

I'm not motivated to study la. Can someone take my place instead? :'(.
I hate exams, I hate the stress and pressure that comes along with it.
I hate hate hate hate hate it.
Benci! Heh.
Till then. Ciao the meow. :)

When The Days In College Gets Really Boring....

1. You take random pictures out of nothing.

(It's a thumbdrive by the way)

(I like spontaneous shots, like this one in particular. heh)

2. Or even have ice-cream in class.


(Paddle-Pop!!)





3. Or even asking someone to take a picture of you and your buddies.


4. Or you take a picture of tiny notes that were given to your friend, from his girlfriend.

(Lucky you craphead for having such a sweet girlfriend)